A very good feeling

A very good feeling.
I am going back a little to Valley medical Center towards the end of my stay there. There was a nurse who I was attracted to, but in reality my attraction was a misnomer, in fact she was a really nice lady, and my attraction was because of my loneliness. The attraction was misguided. One night when I was not feeling very good, because my girlfriend and told me things were not going to be the way they were before my accident. I was not very happy about this and the nurse could tell I was not feeling very good. She took me into washroom where the big tub was. I was due a dressing change and she went out of her away to make me comfortable and let me feel wanted and cared for. She let me soak in the tub for a long time, while she gently removed my dressings. In fact, she lit candles and made the room very special. This was by all accounts the best dressing change I had during the whole time I was there. This wasn't a sexual experience, but it was the best experience I had while in the hospital in San Jose.